mms:2070228" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/></object> OKAY, SO I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNG TIME. lol soooo... lot has happened since my last blog, lol, i have a boyfriend, i know...shocking, um...high school has gotten better, and this other chick in my 1st period class...ugh, i just wanna rip her face off, she keeps calling me a slut and nags me about the clothes i wear, and says my mini skirts are too high, just because i like to wear awesome clothes doesn't mean that you need to nag the freak out of me, jeezus. lol. she hates me and i am not suprised, and i hate her too, but insted of being nasty and rude to her, i kill her with kindness, lol ahd she hates it. whatever, her problem, not mine. what else, oh, i have a bet on dance dance revolution, and i have to win so i can see david (bf) with a manicure and fake nails. lol, which is funny because he plays basketball and is like 6'3, almost a foot taller than me. lol. im like 5'4. i am really short for my age. it is pretty sad, but short people rule!!! lol. christmas was okay, um... Japan was the best place in the entire world
I <3 Japan
what else...not much here. lol. oh well. that's life for ya.
love
---Kay <3
DO you know that movie 10 things i hate about you? im feeling like that, and that's how my life has been going. v.v especially the part when she makes a poem and it goes:
I hate the way you talk to me
And the Way you Cut Your Hair
i hate the way you drive my car
i hate it when you stare
i hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme,
i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it that you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
not even close,
not even a little bit,
not any at all.
that's what i feel like v.v so here goes the story in case you want to know more -.-;
this guy i know...well...i used to like, (note-USED) yelled at me and my friend the other day, and now i tried talking to him, and see why he yelled at me, and all this stuff...and all he did was ignore me and call me a nagging bitch. and i told him if he wanted me to be out of his life, i would do that, and he siad yes, so he's gone, but i can't help but to miss him, i always talked to him and stuff, but now...idk...why is nothing going right, am i like a magnet to bad things T.T i just can't deal with this anymore. jake, Brenna, i need you're help especially v.v (you know who im talking about too) he was a sweet guy and after a while, he is being a real jerk. please help me, i have to get though this T.T
omg, i went to see transformers, i love it ^^ it was uber good. update on life, my best friend isn't my best friend anymore, lots of people hate me, im starting fresh in HS, and im gonna beat up this guy i freaking hate if he doessn't leave my friends alone. ^^ even if that does sound really rough, he deserves it >.< (ranting over) hehe, i mean brenna is like my sister, and he's being a whiny bitch, so...he needs it too ^^; (btw im not a hard ass, im actually really nice, but if you get on my bad side, that isn't good, other than this, im pretty nice ^^) um...oh yes, we have missions this year, projects, you could say, each with a name, (you may recognize them ^^; we have a theme)
Project 16 Candles- getting Oprah (our friend) with a guy she really likes, he is the sweetest guy ever.
Project Shakespeare- getiing Brenna over Larry and to another guy in HS.
and last but not least...
Project Wedding Planner- getting me a freaking bf, because, well, i want one now ^^ cuz im over everthing that has happened ^^ (if you know what im talking about).
so lots have been going on, like im going to Japan ^^ WOOOOHOOOOO~!~!~! um...what else, oh ummm...so yeah lots of crap going on ^^; hehe, im signing out, lol.
BYEBYE! ^^
when a guy says he loves you, does he mean it?
when a guy kisses you, is it real?
when a guy is being a butt, is it beacuse he is depressed?
when a guy dreams, does he dream of you?
When a guy says "you are like an angel for me" does he mean it?
When a guy isn't around, is he still in your thoughts?
When a guy holds you, is it like nothing else exists outside of that moment?
When a guy holds your hand, is it like your hearts are connected?
is this love?
yeha i wrote this, and i need help, if you get this, you'll kinda understand ^^;
if you read my last blog, you would probably have a better understanding ^^;;;;
and here is a really cute picture for your pleasure ^^ it is chibi pirates of the carribean
-kay<3
Guess what??!?!?!?!?!?! (and no, it is not chicken butt >,<
I
Get
2
go
2
a
concert
on
May 7th!!!
The band is none other than the ever-so-awesome...
FALL OUT BOY!!! ^o^
I am super excited!!!!!! ^.^(if you couldn't tell already... >>
I need a bf, i mean everyone has someone, and i am a loner...*T.T* if this sounds stupid, please help me >o<
so i am still going crazy..., if you had not noticed yet...>> so yeah . who knows...Anyway the thrird quarter is about to end, on Friday. (YEAH!!!) Then it is Spring Break!!! I get to go to Comi-con and then the movies to see Blades Of Glory, then i get to go to Sakura-con!!! ^.^Then in 1 month from then, it is the CONCERT!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL so yeah. i think i shall add a picture on here and it will be of me so people know what i look like and all, because i just hate it when i can't put a name to a face, it just bothers me... >> so yep yep yep that is all for now, i feel i should leave you while you are somewhat sane...
later days,
deviouschipmunk (kay)
So i dyed my hair a dark brown, it is almost black looking, i love it...^.^ Anyway, on Saturday, i went to Silverdale with Brenna, Eloria, Oprah, and Brenna's mother(we can't drive yet 
) i was handed a 100 dollar bill and was sent on my way. I bought so much crap. Anyway, there is a Fall Out Boy Concert coming up, i cannto wait!!!!! ^.^ When i was at Silverdale i bought a really cool jacket for 10 bucks, it is a black and white jacket, i LUUUUUVVVV it!!!! Today i get to leave school a little bit early because of basketball. HAHAH suckers *points at people who have to stay at school*. So...i plan to change my picture today to let you see what it looks like, but i shall wait til when i get home, cuz i am at school now, and my camera is at home, so yeah... ttyl.
-deviouschipmunk(kay)
deviouschipmunk(kay)
not much to say really...
well, today is Wed. if you didn't know that...anyway, i am now and still am obsessed with 30 Seconds to Mars.. i know, i know, i am dumb, but i can't help my ways! lol jkjk, anyway, i hven't written in a while, so i do now, even if there is nothing to write about. So ya...on Saturday my friend Brenna had me and Eloria over and Eloria spent the night, but i couldn't, because my mom is a pooface! lol jk. At the party-thing we went bowling and it was super fun! we spent a lot of money! there were a lot of tense secrets let out and it was really emotional and all. 
i went to Eloria's house yesterday, and i watched Bob and Steve, which if you wanna see something really funny, type them up on google video and they are the Splinter Cell guys. they are super funny! I also watched Naruto the Abridged series, and Charlie the Unicorn...Charlie, we're on a bridge Charlie! lol that was funny too! so if you are totally bored, then look up Bob and Steve. That same day i went to Eloria's youth group and it was really weirdo. we had to sing, OMFG!!! it scared my soo bad, i feel bad for you eloria!!! and we made these album book things with fabric and binders and felt, it was creepie. i am not a crafty person, i am more of an Artsy Fartsy person, anyway, ya that has been my week so far, and the guy i liked i like no more. i feel all better now, like i got a owie and i started to heal with a band-aid, and now the band-aid is gone now! lol confused? most people are, i have really weirdo logic that only i and very rarely other people understand. ask a lot of people. lol jkjk. so ya lots has happened so far and is not even the end of the week yet! Guess what, i most likely will get to see my aunts, cousins, and my grandma on my dad's side, and if you didn't know, i have never seen them and i haven't seen my dad since i was three months old so ya... it is kind of a big thing for me. They live in Purerto Rico, im going back to my roots and heritage! yea me! lol. it is so warm there, unlike here in Sequim (pronunced Skwim) it is SNOWING here!!! Ahhh >.< i hate the snow!!!! it is soo cold and...COLD!!!! erghhhh. Today in science, the guys were thowing snowballs behind Ms. Becketts back it was soo00oo funny! anyway, i must take my bow now and leave you all. love ya!
-till the next time our paths cross
deviouschipmunk (kay )
ps, i stole from brenna and she stole from satin75 it looked really kool though...
[PREP]
[] You own a cell phone.
[ ] you own something from abercrombie
[ ] You own something from pacsun
[ ] you own something from Hollister
[ ] You own something from American Eagle
[x ] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ x]You love Starbucks.
[ ]You have been called a brat.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total :3
[GOTHIC]
[x ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x ] You have thought about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ]You have worn black lipstick.
[] Your hair was/is dark.
[]You dislike preps.(ALL PREPS)
[] You're an athiest/ satanist/agnostic.
Total : 3
[PUNK]
[/(half an x)] You can skateboard
[] You've worn plaid.
[x] you like Converse
[x] you hate MTV
[x] You have/had blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate/dislike preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total :5.5
[GEEK]
[x] You love the computer.
[x] You like Harry Potter.
[] you are supposed to wear glasses/contacts
[] You get straight A's.
[] You love/like reading.
[ ]You were/are in band.
[] You don't care what you look like.
[] You have a curfew.
[] You always do your homework.
[] you never miss school unless you're sick
Total : 2
[EMO]
[x] You have been depressed.
[ ] You have black rimmed glasses.
[ x] You like the band Evanescence
[ ] you cry easily
[ ]You like emo music.
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[ ] You keep/have kept a journal/diary.
[x] you have written a sad poem
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[ ] you think emo chicks/Guys are hot
Total : 3
[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[] You swear alot
[ ] You have freestyled.
[ ] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You can break dance
Total : 0
[HARDCORE//scene]
[x]You like loud music
[x]You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[] You wear slip-on shoes.
[x] You like/love the band panic! at the disco.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[x ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Total : 5
[Athletic]
[] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] you have a wall or shelf dedicated to your trophies / award
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] your garage consists of sports equiptment
[] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
Total : 0
So Christmas is done and over with for now, i got almost everything i wanted!!! Wristbands, Electric Guitar, MP3, and...10 cases of Pocky!!!!@_@ AHHHHHHHHHHH, anyway, i am in a wierdo mood, so yeah...here are some lyrics for your pleasure and to keep you sain, unlike me...Pick the one you like the best and tell me, i want to see what one is the best...
Calling All Cars - Senses Fail
Calling all cars we've got another victim,
'Cause my love has become an affliction,
Well what did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?
I'm sorry but I* THINK I failed to mention
That I lied at my very first confession
Well what did you expect from me? Well What did you expect from me?
'Cause this has been building since I have been breathing,
And I know how it's going to end.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.
Oh my dear what have I gone and done now?
It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow.
Well what did you expect from me? Well what did you expect from me?
Without giving away the entire ending,
I ruined the evening again.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.
I don't, have love left inside, inside.
And I don't, have love left inside, inside.
Are you desperate for an answer?
I don't have an ounce of good left in me now,
Thats why I walked out.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(You hate me for it now) Try to forget me and just move on.
I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
And do your best and forget my name.
From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars: Brenna and Eloria don't inbox me on them, k?
He’s a stranger to some
And a vision to none
He can never get enough,
Get enough of the one
For a fortune he'd quit
But it’s hard to admit
How it ends and begins
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
From yesterday, it’s coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here
On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of shit
through the blood he can learn, see the life that he took
From a council of one
He'll decide when he's done with the innocent
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
From yesterday, it’s coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message
he doesn't want to read the message
He doesn't want to read the message here
On his face is a map of the world
From yesterday, it’s coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here
From yesterday,
From yesterday,
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday,
From yesterday
But he doesn't want to read the message
He doesnt want to read the message
he doesn't want to read the message here
Brain Stew - Green Day
I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind
On my own... here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own... here we go
My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My senses dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own... here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own... here we go
Love like Winter - AFI (it fits our winter time)
Warn your warmth to turn away
Here it’s December, everyday
Press your lips to the sculptures
And surely you’ll stay (love like winter)
For of sugar and ice, I am made, I am made
It’s in the blood, it’s in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love. I taste of blood
He bit my lip, and drank my warmth
From years before, from years before
She exhales vanilla lace,
I barely dreamt of yesterday (yesterday)
Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace:
"Por Siempre."
She said, “It seems you’re somewhere, far away"
To his face.
It’s in the blood, it’s in the blood
I met my love, before I was born
She wanted love, I taste of blood
She bit my lip, and drank my warmth
From years before, from years before
Love like winter Oh Oh
Love like winter, winter, three, four
It’s in the blood, it’s in the blood
I met my love, before I was born
He wanted love, I taste of blood
He bit my lip, and drank my warmth
From years before, from years before
Home - Three Days Grace
I'll be coming home
just to be alone
'Cause I know you're not there
And I know that you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a home, home
This house is not a home
By the time you come home
I'm already stoned
You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a home, home
This house is not a home, home
This house is not a home, home
This house is not a home
I'm better off alone
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a home, home
This house is not a home, home
This house is not a home, home
This house is not a home
Medicate - Breaking Benjamin
I got somethin' up my sleeve
I know you will cover me
inside out and in between
I know you will cover me
I've got bruises on my knees
I know you will cover me
inside out and in between
and I know you will cover me
[chorus]
Run away
make hate
and get laid
we get laid
you turn me up
I've had enough
so medicate
medicate
I'm already incomplete
I know you will cover me
broken by your empathy
I know you will cover me
I've been lyin' here for weeks
I know you will cover me
inside out and in between
and I know you will cover me
[chorus x 3]
Wish I May - Breaking Benjamin
shove me under you again
I can't wait for this to end
sober, empty in the head
I know I can never win
why should I have to wait
I'll just look the other way
[chorus]
we left this land of shiny lights
I wish I may, I wish I might
when all these dreams have come to end
you wish you were, you're not my friend
I can see you suffocate
I can find no other way
try to make you saturate
I can be your enemy
why should I have to wait
I'll just look the other way
[chorus]
woah no
[chorus]
you said you'd love
to see the end
the long hard road
that I have been
when all these dreams have come to end
you wish you were, you're not my friend
blind eyes shine through
Pick the best and talk to me! that is all for now
- Love, Deviouschipmunk
